Make It Back For You
Yeah since I haven't posted something in a while I'll be making it back for you guys and I have the power to blog now so we're cool! Anyways, did I tell you guys that is started snowing here in Canada?? No, well it has. In Orangeville, a city near where I live, there's over one meter of snow! Is is snowing in Sweden? I'd love to know!
Today we are celebrating my little brothers 5th birthday. So I don't know if I'll be posting more, maybe!
"I'm just saying you can do better"
I've been so busy these days. Lie but I haven't had the guts to blog. Just tired of shit and other stuff. These times when you just think "Fuck Everything". Yeah, that's how I feel right now. I'm torn between two people that are so important to me. And they both hold an important piece to my heart I just gotta decide who's gonna get the key...
Time Is All We Got
It's almost 7:30 pm here in Canada and I'm so tired. Actually, I'm not. I just wanted to say that, since it sounds ideal...Hahah.
Today was pretty chill. Went to Oakville Place and found a pair of shoes in Footlocker! Boy they were comfortable! Bought them with their spray and other stuff. I'll post a picture of them later!
Now I'm gonna go find something to eat and then go find a good movie worth watching ;D
11.11.11
Did you make a wish? I know I did. Even though I don't believe in those stuff...hahah. Anyways, yeah my day was filled with confusion today. Im so confused! I don't even know how I'm thinking. What do you do when you're torn between two people? Ughh...So confused.
This weekend I'm hoping to watch a lot of movies. All sort of movies, from scary to comedy! And I aslo want to read a lot!!! Finish some books I haven't had time to read and I also need to study for Science! Cause I really need do focus. But I can't, cause I'm confused.
Thank Your God Always
I want to thank God for making me happy this week.
A. ♥
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I want. Now!
I'm stronger than ever
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I respect those who respect themselves
Heartbreak. Yeah, I can relate to this part. I've seen it so many times. Even experiencing it right now. When people you love don't even care about you. Mhm, ditto! But of they don't then it's not meant to be, right? Because if it is then it will happen, no matter what. And what if it all takes a turn and he starts caring and loving, all of a sudden and you live happily ever after. Or your feelings make a loop and go the opposite direction. One thing I know for sure is that I won't give up if he gives me his attention, because. Just because I'm not a person who gives up easily and even I would be surprsied by meyself, if I did give up I mean.
Right now, the only things that I can listen to is God and music (And then there's my mom whom I love more than anyone in this world). Love is something that's supposed to be beautiful, right? Then why the heck is so many people heartbroken out there?! Why do we love, get the shit thrown in our face and back stabbed by those who were supposed to "always be there for you!". If you can't keep a promise, don't make one. Cause someone's gonna get hurt in the end and it might now be you, but please show some respect...
People ask me why it's so hard to trust someone, I ask them why it's so hard to keep a promise. Yeah, if you really know me by now, you've figured out that I don't trust people. It's completely impossible to gain my trust. And if you did, then I shall congratulate you, and I will tell ya; I'm impressed. And PLEASE take care of my trust, because once you get it, it's so easy to loose.
Trust the person you love, and love the person you trust
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SICK of all this shit !
You want to seem happy in front of everyone each day with a fake smile plastered on your face with two faced people in front of you, acting like you're a damn special person to them. When you're in fact the only thing that gets mentioned when they're bullshitting.
Disappointments, disappointments, disappointments. All that I get these days...
Sometimes the person who's always there for other people need someone there for her.
"time is money so i went an bought a rolex"
Bring It Back
Yeah! Finished everything, just my homework and painting my nails done. Even had time to take a looong shower. Feel a bit more relaxed than I was yesterday..not by much but better. I really need to get away from everyone and everything. Even though I'm sure I will see "ugly" people tomorrow, too. But let's be realistic, ugly personalities exist EVERYWHERE you go. You just gotta ignore 'em.
Loaded up with some awesome Tyga and Drake music. My love for them grew over night. Suddenly I wake up desperate to listen to Tyga. Drake was amazing since his first song. But Tyga. Never knew...Haha. I will leave at 7:00 am tomorrow so I'm not positive if I will have time to throw in some posts (will do if I fins connection, but if I don't you'll have to read about the day when I come back or the day after that!). We'll be back around 7:00 pm which sounds fair since we have school the day after!
Now, I will have to finish some of my never-ending homework, so I won't get someone pissed on Monday. Already have enough shit in the load...hahah. After that I will eat my lunch and then it's some time wid da family!
Pictures from Wonderland! Can't wait for Behemoth.
Enough Time?
I have A LOT of stuff I need to get done before tomorrow! And I'm already asking myself if I will have enough time?? I need to create a list for myself. Like now! I have cleaning my room, visit Chapters, write a In My Mailbox entry, paint my nails, fix the hair, help mom with some other stuf and then MY HOMEWORK! (In which I'm concerned over.). Also need to go to bed early since I'm waking up at 6:00 am tomorrow!
I will throw in some posts if I have time, but other than that; Whish me Good Luck!
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Right now I feel empty. I don't even know why I'm writing here. But didn't have any other shit to do so yeah. Need something inspiring right now. Numb. Nothing. No emotions. No feelings. Just tired of all this bullshit.
Like Ain't No Tomorrow
Yeah! Now I've loaded my phone with some uber awesome songs by J. Cole and Tyga (always Eminem!) S'gonna be "rap-ride" on the ride through Toronto. On Saturday I've planned to go shopping with Mom to find something appropriate to wear on Sunday, in Wonderland. Also, I need a book for the ride which is going to be about an hour long and I have a hard time focusing and getting distracted so I need to block the world when I read.
I will bring my camera when we go, so hopefully there will be some photos! Now it's time for me to go and relax, read a bit and just ignore the world.
Fifteen Percent Concentrated Power Of Will
One person I've really missed.. ♥
Different
Sitting here with a bag of Ahlgrens Bilar. Only God knows how much I loved them. A couple of days ago my friend brought up a trip to Canada's Wonderland to participate in the Annual Halloween Haunt. Thought it was a great idea so know we have everything planned and on October 30th we hit the road all the way to Vaughn! Going to be great and I'm so excited. We are going with a big BIG group of girls and hopefully we'll have an amazing time.
I've heard that all the rides are going to be in the dark and there are people that are going to sneak up behind you and scare you. Yeah, we'll see if the "hard-scared" me will be scared at that time!
Today we changed our plans and decided to go out after lunch. I'm guessing that we're going to hit Square One again. I'm so sick of that mall. It's so crowded and you never get anything done there!
The only thing that I need from there is to go in to Yves Rocher. Need some lip balsam and other stuff. I alos need to relax. Feels like I've been needing every second of my weekend. School is so overwhelming and on Fridays I'm usually so tired that I go to bed at like 9:00 pm!
Anyways, now I'm going to work on my homework so I can later change and hit the mall!
London
Today was an awesome day! I felt really happy with someone and I hope you all did, too! For some awkward reason I suddenly felt that I just HAVE TO go to London. I really need to do that before I die. Right when I got back home a went on some awesome sites and found some fabulous pictures of Big Ben and Westminister Bridge.
Photo's are found on We Heart It:
I especially love the first one. The background and motive is just freaking AMAZING. I've noticed that these last couple of months, my interest of photography has grown very passionately. I have been seeing pictures that are so amazing, like these above and they are very inspiring. Dad has been looking for a camera for me, so don't be surprised if I suddenly own one of these big things! I really hope I do soon, though! :D
I'll Be Thinking
Tomorrow's Friday and I'm so ready. I have one thing planned and that is to read. I haven't read in a while now so I really want to do that! I might leave and go on a little road trip to Scarborough to visit my aunt. Haven't seen her in like forever. Other than that it's just chill.
I need some new music. Do you guys have any recommendations? Leave me a comment if you have a cool beat you want to share! Now I'm going to finish my Novel-Studies that I have for homework and then eat some ice cream!