More confused then ever

I'm being teared apart by two most beautiful people in the world. One doesn't like to show his feelings one doesn't seem to care about anything. But I want him so bad, how is that possible when he doesn't seem to care. Why don't I just go for the one who already has deep feelings for me. I'm so confused. One's Mr. Nice and the other one is Mr. Bad Boy. I'm so confused ♥

I guess not every team comes with members like ours

Blowing money like it's tissue

I'm getting physically and mentally tortured by my exams. Had my Science exam yesterday, Math on Monday and then an English exam on Tuesday. I forgot how I used to come home and not do anything, just chill on the couch with a book or watch some TV. Now it's as soon as I step inside, I rush to the kitchen to get myself some food, and then get myself to my room like a prisoner. Nahh, next semester's gonna be rocking. New subjects and hopefuuly less homework!


Bunch of other bullshit

Nahh, people who think they can just walk in to my day and ruin it. That is not going to happen. You can describe me easily; The girl who doesn't give a fuck. So, no haters, you want to ruin me but you'll commit suicide trying.

I'm getting ready for my exams. I have one on Friday, so I don't have to go to school tomorrow! On Friday I'll finish my exam and then go over to Rachels with Syd so we'll have so girl time alone.

Wiz Khalifa helping me with my homework

Sitting here with my homework trying to see the light for the end of the tunnel, maybe it'll appear soon ^^
I'm also jamming with some Wiz Khalifa so I can explain the title and I don't get y'all confused! Some people think that he's not a good rappers, but I just want to get a point across; Wiz is amazing and his 15 minutes of fame aren't over. Some people think that he shouldn't rap or that he smokes to much, but honestly, couldn't I care less? I mean, as long as he makes good music and something we all can relate to then I guess I'll keep listening to him.

Then there are these people that think that rap is only about bitches and money, and that just gets me so frustrated, cause they are SO wrong. Rap is about so much more than money and girls, no it's about fighting about what you want, nahh you know what I'll just let Jay-Z explain:

Don't bother

I'm not going to bother writing about why I've been gone for so long! I created this blog to keep my memories fresh, it's like a diary for me, where I can write about anything I want to without having to worry about other things. I want to remember the memories that I'm creating right now, because me of all people should know how much it hurts when someone leaves you hanging there, without a reason, just leaving you. No explanations. Just gone.

I'm happy to be back, because these times are hard, but I have a light with me ;) And this person makes me realize how it is when you REALLY care about someone. This person means everything to me and I think he knows that.

I will be updating when I can, about anything. Yes, anything that comes to my mind. Fashion, music, photography and just random thoughts. Stop by and don't be afraid to leave a comment! This is a new year and I'm praying to God that it will be wonderful!

The Weeknd

I just wanted to give a recommendation of an AMAZING music. I don't usually listen to this kind of music, I'm the rap kind of  person that only listen to Wiz, Drake, Em, Tyga, J Cole, sometimes Lil Wayne and Nicki. But The Weeknd is just AMAZING, the music is relizing and I just love it.


Say HEEEELLOOO to freedome !!

I'm not even gonna get into why I'm not updating. I've been VERY busy these days and yeah.. I hope y'all had a great christmas with family and friends. And that you got a lot of presents that you wished for. And that you gave Santa his milk and cookies ^^

Anyways, christmas break started and I'm pumped. Well, it's Tuesday today, and I haven't really done anything in particular, so I do not know what I'm so excited for. No, I might go over to Scarborough to stay with my grandma for a while.


The Real Her

Yesterday I left with my family to go to Oakville Place, to go shopping. But ended up in Sears, buying a new fridge, stove and dishwasher. BORIIING! We stayed in Sears till 10:00 pm when the mall closed, and I was promised to go shopping -.- . So hopefully, we'll got tonight! Let's keep the hope up!

Christmas break is just around the corner! I am pumped, and I'll tell you right now. I'm not going to do ANYTHING! Only listen to music, catch up on all my missed episodes from Criminal Minds, read, and CHILL. That's it!


It's ripping me A P A R T

"All I know is you came to me when I was at my lowest
You picked me up, breathed new life in me, I owe my life to you
But for the life of me, I don't see why you don't see like I do
But it just dawned on me you lost a son, demons fighting you, it’s dark
Let me turn on the lights and brighten me and enlighten you
I don't think you realise what you mean to me, not the slightest clue
Cause me and you were like a crew, I was like your sidekick
You gon either wanna fight me when I get off this fuckin' mic
Or you gon' hug me, but I'm outta options, there's nothin' else I can do cause
I need a doctor.."

I've never cared about someone this much .. ♥

As for you career? Dead, Ghostbuster!

This day has been wonderful! It was a long time since I've been this happy and I want this feeling to stay here forever, cause I care too much. You probably don't know what I'm talking about, and if you do than congratz. I will get into the details later on in life ;D

One thing that's bothering me, are my headaches. Always feels like my head is going to explode. Probably cause of the time I spend in front of my laptop, but then again, over half my homework needs to be done over Word, so it's not really my fault. Now, I'm just gonna relax, and find something to watch over the the time that's left till I go to bed ♥


Just finished a my loong shower and now I feel instantly better ;D Finished parts of my homework, my english summary for the story we're reading, just my science project and lab left.

I'm soon leaving to visit my Grandma who was in Jordan, she's back now, and I miss her so much.
Anyways, I should probably get going here.

Enjoy your Saturday night ♥

I really want some Ice Cream, right now ^^

I can't explain

Finally Friday! And my weekend is already JAM-PACKED!! I don't even think I have time for my homework, which I really need to make up time for, since I really care about my grades. Mom and dad are now leaving for some dinner with my relatives while I'm staying home, waching a movie and eating some junk. I'm thinking of going off to Mac's and buy some of their AMAZING milkshake!!

You Never Think Twice




Waiting On A Dream That Will Never Come True

I haven't blogged in while since I've been sooo busy with all the work. The Exams are coming up soon and I feel like I've been torn apart between Science and Math, just studying hahah ;D. Ah well, expect some posts now, when everything went calmer. I'm on a really good mood today, which was unexpected but what can you do? Some people bullshitted about me, annoyed me but I really didn't give two shits. Gotta take life as it comes, ya know? ♥

Look What You've Done

Lil Wayne and Drake - 2011 NBA All-Star Game - Performances And Celebrities

Calm Saturday Night

I don't have anything planned today, only that I wanna go for a walk with my mommy and just relax. Will for sure watch a movie and eat some popcorn. I have rented a movie called Jumper, which came out a couple of years ago, but I still haven't watched it. Still want to, though! Might give it a chance tonight. Now I'm just relaxing to some sick music by Drake..

Hahah, Rack City by Tyga is a song that I have HILARIOUS moments with!

Trust Issues

I'm going crazy by listening to Drizzy's new album online. I need to run to the nearest HMV to buy it!! I went to Walmart to check it out but it was sold out! :(

Will be checking out at HMV tomorrow, though! ♥





Make Up Your Mind

Oh my God, I forgot to post all the pictures from Wonderland, remember? The trip to Canada's Wonderland! Boy' haven't even written about that day, as far as I remember! Well, possibly because I felt like puking the whole week after ^^

It wasn't like the time when I went with a bigger group of people, on the summer. That time was unforgettable! We did some crazy shit that day and every time I remember I start laughing out loud randomly. I remember coming back home at 3:30 am. We were the last people to leave the park and God! That was so much fun, after we left Wonderland we went for some food and extremly-late shopping!! Hahah ;D

This time we went as a smaller group, not as much fun, maybe cause it was cold and ahh I don't know! I will be going next summer though with the same people. And posting pictures from the latest time just like I promised!

"the damage is done so I'll guess I'll be leaving"



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